I hate when I can’t sleep. It seems like a perpetual problem with me. I’m tired but my mind just will not go silent. Some nights I wait it out and eventually I fall asleep. Other nights I will get up and blog or something. No matter what I can’t seem to overcome this. Tonight I am laying in bed with he iPod, trying a method that will let me try to work out my thoughts and bring myself to relax.

So many things go through my mind: friends, relationships, graduate school, graduation, GITI, what I’m cooking for dinner tomorrow night and so many other things that my mind says must be dealt with now.I do not relax with anything pending.

For a little while I will lay here and try to calm myself.