The Abuse Continues

well.. tonight has been interesting so far, my father and i got off to a great start. First, I was talking to my mother about my dinner and mentioned that I could prepare my own plate, unlike my father. From across the room he responds with: “kiss my ass you son of a bitch”. A […]

To my readers…

At the request of… everyone? I am going to try to limit my number of postings from Barnard starting after today. Who knew that me sitting still immediately after class could be so catastrophic?

Living in a Silent World

Do you think of me as a quiet person? When I am around you, do you find yourself asking “what is he actually thinking/feeling?”? At the moment im realizing that I don’t speak up nearly enough and im not really that social, at least not as social as I should be. In high school I […]

Disturbing Messages

“File containing your grades could not be found“. Is there any phrase more scarry coming from an academic records system?

The Wall

Chris introduced me to this song last night, I love it, and it fits with my overall internal feelings lately. — “The Wall” by Kansas It’s woven in a fantasy I can’t beleive the things I’ve seen The path that I have chosen now Has led me to a wall And with each passing day […]

I Bought A Sword

The title says it all…. I went to Concord Mills on Tuesday with no real objective, but for some reason I felt the need to enter Black Lion… not really sure why, it just sort of happened. I had looked at the swords and daggers two weeks ago when I was there, but they hadn’t […]

Things Must Change

In my March 7, 2005 blog entry I discuss eros/love, but several events have lead me to determine that I am not very good at expressing my emotions, especially when it comes to love. Two instances on Wednesday shine brightly as to how bad I am at emotional stuff sometimes. Chris and I went to […]

Birthday

Woke up this morning and my neck was sore, this aging thing really sucks…. At the moment I have about 38 mintues to go until I am officially 20, but the many people around me found it neccesary to wish me a happy birthday already (you people suck, wait until it’s time). I don’t want […]

Perfectionistic Murder

My perfectionistic nature finally caused me problems tonight. In an attempt to create a ceramic piece on the wheel tonight I managed to make an almost complete piece collapse into absolute ruin. The piece was taking the shape of a bowl, and getting to be almost completely symetrical and smooth, except for a small defect […]

First Throw on New Wheel

I just completed my first thow on the new wheel, it went fairly well. I had minor issues getting started on the new wheel during the centering phase. The bat came off of its mount (I guess I didn’t have it secured well). I considered removing the bat all together (as is reccomended when getting […]