I really need to learn how to let some people in my life just fade into the past. I have had too many days of hurt feelings because I let people back into my life because I briefly miss them and forget why it was that they were no longer part of my life to begin with. Some people are persistent and make it very hard to remove them. For the good of my own emotional state I have to learn to move on. I can’t let these few people hold me back. I also can not let myself get attached to people who are not local to me. I have some online friends that are great, but I am getting too close to many of them that are so physically distant from me. I want to have local friends that I can actually touch and interact with in some way other than just idle chat. I get jealous very easily, and sometimes I don’t think it is unjustified.