Why is it that when I think I can’t be anymore alone in my feelings and life someone has to go and prove me wrong? It seems like in the past few days the only way people can deal with talking to me is by flying off an electronic cliff or avoiding me by some […]
Sometimes in life there comes a time when it will be necessary to override part of the self for the greater good of the entire self as well as the entire body. For those of you not familar with Freudian structuralism theory, the self is composed of an ego (presenting personality and equalizer), id (natural […]
This so far has been one shitty year. After a nice new year’s eve and fairly fun new year’s morning I headed home from Chris’s house at 7:15AM, on highway 49 a minor issue occured, the vehicle seemed to be exhausting excessively, this was thought to be the case until stopping at a stoplight and […]
Happy New Year everyone! Be safe on this New Year’s Eve.
I just spent a few minutes thinking about the way my digital pen perceieves the world. It is really an intersting device in the way it sees our world, things it writes and the passage of time. When laying dormant on my desk or in its cradle the pen experiences the world like any other […]
Ok, I think I should have figured this out earlier than this, but I have a really not-so-great schedule for myself for the Spring 2005 semester. Chris was looking over the schedule and pointed out the errors to me. I have a packed schedule with only 10 minutes between classes, and im arriving on campus […]
My visual Spring 2005 Semester Schedule is now availible at curtis.kularski.net/public/Spring2005.pdf. My current semester text schedule from GITI is now availible at curtis.kularski.net/status/schedule.php The references to sleep in the PDF version of the schedule is only a theoretical time window when I may choose to sleep, but is by no means an indication of the […]
In a few hours (45 hours) it will be January 2005 and we will have ended another year of human existance, a year of goals accomplished, some not accomplished and a lot of new memories being written. In 2004 I accomplished a few things in my life: Became a Microsoft Certified Systems Administrator (May 19, […]
There are many feelings I can tollerate, supress or somehow alternatively deal with, feeling unwanted isn’t one of them. This evening my father sent a pretty clear signal that he didn’t want me living here anymore, the simple line of “I want you to move out” would be the key indicator of me not being […]