Not So Disturbing Thoughts

When this blog began in August 2004, my mind was a scary place, full of fears, regrets and things that were just not normal. I still have those types of thoughts from time to time, but lately I have been reflecting on my recent blog entries. My more recent writings have been about personal progress, […]

Workout Buddies are Good to Have

I was worried that when I started this workout routine and made the decision to become fit and to make other positive changes in my life, that I would be alone, and a bit of an outcast among everyone I am in contact with. I am very happy to say that Chris is being very […]

Happy Birthday to Me

Aside from a variety of friends wishing me happy birthday today, I haven’t had a lot of feeling that is my birthday today, but it was a good day. I would like to thank all of my friends who acknowledged me today: Chris, Oscar, Denon, Brian “Curtis” Moss, and David Loder Thanks guys, you made […]

Instinct

Would the person who decided to send me a subscription to Instinct Magazine please step forward? I know I am a bit of a perv, but I really don’t need dudes coming to me monthly in the form a magazine… at least not guys that are that gay. There is no information included with the […]

First Impressions

“first impressions are the most important” is something I have heard all of my life. It is what many people hold to be a strong truth, but in placing so much in them, are we depriving ourselves of a greater understanding of the world? Every person is different and with a more loose social movement […]

Average Masturbation Per Week

Somehow someone ended up on my blog after searching Google for “average masturbation per week”. The answer wasn’t previously posted on my blog, but I became curious myself, so I did a little research. A survey of 10,000 males returned an average of 6.85 times per week for men between the ages of 20 and […]

Desire for Self Improvement

I have been sitting beside my bookshelf for the past hour while working on various things online, primarily taking care of some course related stuff. The bookshelf sits in this room, usually undisturbed unless I’m pulling something specific from it, usually for research or adding something to it, usually some book I will get to […]

Evaluating the Purpose

Having no other immediate plans for the evening I began work on LiveCurt.net immediately after my last blog post, but in doing so, I have stumbled on some problems. I have to question what my target audience for my website is. Is it for the 3 or 4 individuals who check in on me occasionally […]