Returning to my default state….Alone

No matter where you are, there you are. I fairly decent day today, up until now. I was with my best friend, Chris, for most of the day, but now I am back home. I find myself feeling very alone at the moment. A combination of being alone and my lack of sleep from this morning is leaving me feeling very depressed right now. Everyone I attempt to have a conversation with is either not responding or is on their way to going to bed. Tried calling Chris to talk to him for a few minutes, that didn’t work. I don’t know what is up with him at the moment, may be the same thing as me, or may be doing something logical like sleeping (as I should be doing). It is 2:15am, I have no valid reason for being awake at this time. I should be sleeping and not worrying about stuff that is going on with my external world or the worlds of my friends and other associated people.
Somehow I just don’t feel like I can go to sleep at this point of my night. My friend Jake in California and I are having issues at the moment, and there is presently a problem left unresolved between me and my parents. This type of stuff just isn’t designed to wait until morning to be resolved. I can’t resolve any of it tonight because my parents are in bed and Jake is being cold and closed minded. I can’t go down my messenger lists much farther before I hit the bottom of the barrel for people to talk to. I feel like I just need someone to talk to before I sleep, I guess tonight it will be just me and my blog. I guess I am done now, im going to bed.