Whats up?: January 06, 2007
I got a lot of stuff done that I wanted to tonight, including working out some very weird logic for making the schedule display work correctly for multiple day events.
Category: General Life
Whats up?: January 06, 2007
“What are you up to Curt?” I am currently working on teaching an old dog new tricks. I am once again working with GITI’s second oldest module, SCHEDULE. I am attempting to help the schedule module understand how to read multiple day events that may or may not occur on multiple days of the week […]
Happy New Year!
to all of those who have written and IMed and even those who haven’t gotten to it yet, Happy New Year.
Attempts At Self Expression
What do curtis.pcfire.net (previously curtis-m-kularski.info), claymentality.net, kularski.net, disturbingthoughts.net, curtis.kularski.net and [censored].net all have in common? Attempts at me expressing myself and sharing myself with the world. Some of these attempts have been successful (DisturbingThoughts, Clay Mentality), but others I’ve given up on. Now it seems like I am seeking to express myself more, but in […]
12 Years Have Passed, Some relief finally coming
Two days ago was the 12 year anniversary of my grandmother’s death. During the day I conducted myself fairly silently and in a mode of reflection and attempting to resolve the ongoing mourning in my head. Every year on December 4th I have either cried, been depressed or otherwise had problems functioning, much like the […]
Reconciling the Journals
My GITI journal has large gaps in time and lots of changes in format, the blog misses a lot of major events and isn’t that accurate because of the fact that it is outward facing. I am having a hard time opening up fully to either myself in my personal journal in GITI or my […]
I want a puppy!
I just got back from a week of taking care of my cousin’s dog, Boscoe. It felt so good to have a creature to take care of and interact with. I often get very lonely (and bored) when I am by myself and have nothing to play with. One of the best things about Boscoe […]
Life goes on
I don’t feel like I’ve accomplished a lot in the past few weeks, hence no blog posts. I have gotten to this point and I feel like I should speak to my audience a little before things go on. After much self-doubt and wondering about my future I have finally registered for Fall classes. Starting […]
Its been a while…..
Its been several weeks since I have touched my blogs. Where have I been? What was I doing? What were my feelings while I was doing it? I don’t have a fucking clue. I have been mostly ignoring any concept of outward expression lately, in favor of a more silent and closed life. I have […]
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The heart is a swirling mass of conflicting emotions. Flowing between self-preservation, caring for people who are special in our lives and the decision proccess that often falls between those two places. One must find the proper balance between the two to have a happy life. Humans are socially dynamic, which creates a situation where […]