Sometimes in my life I take myself to a lower level of functioning than is normal for me. I do this without realizing it. I take myself from being extreamly productive to being quite slow, lazy and just not as vibrant as my personalities have the ability to be. I am realizing this through some […]
How do I always get stuck with the nuts? I admit that psychologically I am not the most normal person on earth, but the people who seem to have levitated towards me in the past few weeks are more messed up than I ever thought someone could be. The best example of this is one […]
As I have gotten older I have began to fulfil more and more of my goals in life. Somehow each of these “accomplishments” leaves me empty in the end. I remember in 7th grade I aspired to be Microsoft cerified, and now I am and it doesn’t really mean that much to me as an […]
Ever notice that in your life you can’t quite see everything at all levels all the time? I recently started working on my life analysis/diagnostic outline as I mentioned in a previous entry. As I have gotten deeper into it I decided to look back on my previous analysis, there are drastic differences in what […]
This week I have snapped at more people than I think I have in my entire life. Usually I can attribute my harsh outburts like the ones this week to some unusual mental occurance. This time I cant, because the cause is way too visible to me. I have become jelous of most people I […]
I just arrived on campus a few minutes ago, prepared to go to Deductive Logic, and sort of excited about it. Upon arriving at McEniry 122 I discovered a note stating that class was cancelled due to Mrs. Dr. Presler being ill. I now find myself with an hour of free time before Physics. My […]
It has been a few days since I last posted. It is likely that this blog will end up not serving the purpose of documenting the best times I had in college, because so far whenever something fun or exciting happens I end up not being at the keyboard and don’t feel like writing much […]
On this blog there are some things that I avoid mentioning about my life because it is something that somehow doesn’t pass my mind as something that should be public knowledge, but yet with other blogs I read, such things are open and discussable. Maybe I am afraid that someone might read my blog who […]
procrastinatus – literally translated it is forward tomorrow. It is sometimes a pleasurable thing, other times it just bites you in the ass. I personally am a big fan of procrasination. I work well under the pressure of a deadline and as such this isn’t such a bad thing for me, especially when I don’t […]
What does it mean to be an adult? Is it linked to maturity, age or a set of other factors that must be met? I don’t presently consider myself an adult. I live with my parents, I don’t presently have a job and am reluctant to do a lot of things by myself. Why is […]