Tonight I switched from my current AIM SN “NetCalmer” to one of my older names temporarily just for no real reason and discovered a world of people waiting for me. Had time stood still and everyone decided to wait for me on AIM? As soon as I signed in I was greeted by friendly names […]
I had some negative feedback on my previous posting, actually it was more like hurtful criticism of my life and I became a little discouraged from being externally expressive. I’m going to have to learn how to filter out people who have alternative reasons for being my friends (or are perhaps bipolar?). Sometimes its so […]
Sometimes in the way we as humans get into patterns we lose parts of ourselves, usually in the way of spontaineous behavior and artistic expression (or for the non-gifted, artistic apprechiation). For the bigest part of my life I have been very patterned in things I did, I basicly didn’t do much and anything I […]
I have now dropped LBST2102-022 due to administrative errors at UNCC. I went to Denny 215 as scheduled for my course today at 3:00PM, when I arrived there was obviously something wrong, Dr. West was in the room and the course was supposed to be taught by Mrs. Bonaparte. The administrative issue occured in the […]
I know I haven’t posted an entry in a few days and haven’t really been around and the last post seemed kind of negative. This post is to state that I am still alive, but going quite nuts from having to share my home with my father for a few weeks (he is gone back […]
Why is it that when I think I can’t be anymore alone in my feelings and life someone has to go and prove me wrong? It seems like in the past few days the only way people can deal with talking to me is by flying off an electronic cliff or avoiding me by some […]
Sometimes in life there comes a time when it will be necessary to override part of the self for the greater good of the entire self as well as the entire body. For those of you not familar with Freudian structuralism theory, the self is composed of an ego (presenting personality and equalizer), id (natural […]
This so far has been one shitty year. After a nice new year’s eve and fairly fun new year’s morning I headed home from Chris’s house at 7:15AM, on highway 49 a minor issue occured, the vehicle seemed to be exhausting excessively, this was thought to be the case until stopping at a stoplight and […]