Ive had thoughts of wanting to kill myself before, but usually because of stress or something else external to me, but now I feel this way for a new reason. I presently feel like I don’t matter to anyone and that all I am capable of doing is causing other people pain. This was extreamly […]
For any of you who tried to wake me from my smei-comatose sleep earlier: I am alive and breathing, there is no need to worry.
Do I use enough images on my blog or would more be better? In the past few weeks I have only used like 2 images, the one of the two cute guys kissing and the one of Grace Hopper, only one of which probably actually appealed to any number of my readers (although, they are […]
MY FAMILY IS COMING! MY FAMILY IS COMING! My mother went into surgery this morning and will be taking the next few days to recover. In most situations I would be delighted to have my mother around for a few days, but in this case… it comes with a price of aunts, uncles, cousins and […]
An artist who doubts his own abilities is cripled and may no longer be worthy of being called an artist in his field. Art survives only though a melding of passion and grace. Creativity is bread by passion, it is focused by grace.
Sometimes the only way for me to define my emotions is to look at the music im listening to and try to interpret from there. In this case, my mood is sporatic, but I keep loosing myself in Celine Dion – The Greatest Reward. I feel such loneliness sometimes, but somehow this song makes me […]
OK, got a truely original comment to the blog today. [Can’t you say, “That’s so stupid,” instead of that’s so “gay?” I mean, you use the word “gay” like it’s a bad thing.] This is in relation to the previous blog entry about Guy’s quote. First of all, as you will see, this person was […]
Another hillarious comment from Guy: ” I was in there [gay book store] because me and my friends had a few minutes to kill between leaving the gay coffee shop and going to the gay dance club”
Happy birthday to a very good friend of mine, Oscar. Enjoy it and don’t let Rita blow you away!
Anyone out there feel out of the loop? Maybe even shy? The IETF has the solution for you! Today the RFC editor released RFC 4144 – “How to Gain Prominence and Influence in Standards Organizations”. The document reads like a college of business text book. While the document is sound, it has no technical merit […]