I was digging in GITI a bit ago, looking for quotes I had saved from people, I found this one from Guy, it really seems to symbolize a lot of what I feel lately: “my man has to be fast enough to catch me, strong enough to wrestle me to the ground, and loving enough […]
Happy birthday to Chris. Cheer up buddy, youve done a lot this year! You are a great friend and a very talented individual. “Life wakes you up, things change” See his blog entry to himself
When the sun rises tomorrow morning I will no longer live by the rules set for my life in GITI. I am a human. In my existence my goal is to be happy, I shall no longer let things internal to myself of exterior to myself bog me down. It is time to put something […]
After that last post I decided I should now post a happy post. I am fine, and didn’t kill myself (obviously). There is a new policy on my blog I think… no more trackbacks to public blog repositories, they generate scary conservative people who want to leave nasty blog entries for me. I have not […]
Ive had thoughts of wanting to kill myself before, but usually because of stress or something else external to me, but now I feel this way for a new reason. I presently feel like I don’t matter to anyone and that all I am capable of doing is causing other people pain. This was extreamly […]
MY FAMILY IS COMING! MY FAMILY IS COMING! My mother went into surgery this morning and will be taking the next few days to recover. In most situations I would be delighted to have my mother around for a few days, but in this case… it comes with a price of aunts, uncles, cousins and […]
Sometimes the only way for me to define my emotions is to look at the music im listening to and try to interpret from there. In this case, my mood is sporatic, but I keep loosing myself in Celine Dion – The Greatest Reward. I feel such loneliness sometimes, but somehow this song makes me […]
OK, got a truely original comment to the blog today. [Can’t you say, “That’s so stupid,” instead of that’s so “gay?” I mean, you use the word “gay” like it’s a bad thing.] This is in relation to the previous blog entry about Guy’s quote. First of all, as you will see, this person was […]
Happy birthday to a very good friend of mine, Oscar. Enjoy it and don’t let Rita blow you away!
Apparently I have started an addiction. Last week I bought a squeezy Nike blob, designed for increasing muscle strength in the hands. Almost immediately Chris wanted one, then the next day my mother chimed in, then tonight Chris’s mother indicated she might want one and now there are various people popping into my mind whom […]